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Love is…

the reason we’re here on earth.

#57 (1995)

We can begin by describing love as a state of being – a feeling that is tangible yet not quite physical. It can also be considered an idea or an inherent universal truth. For humans it is the most intense and powerful emotion that controls all of our actions. It is the point from which all things come from and the point all things strive to get back to. Love is a kind of energy that reigns supreme within the universe. We can not only feel it, but see it reflected in our action and even in the action of others. To understand and live in love is the purpose of every lifetime, of every soul’s journey. Love has no limitations because it can be felt by everyone. It can also be experienced by multiple people towards many other people. It is everywhere, all the time, and there can always be more of it. It’s something that can never be destroyed within the world, but can be moved from one place to another in each person’s life – intensified and lessened as the person chooses. Yet at the same time, it controls us in a way that is magical and good and just, and helps us live our life to the fullest.

There are different kinds of love!

  1. Above all is the love that God has for us. He is our immaterial Father, our Creator, and the Source of this powerful feeling. The question “what would it feel to be loved by Love itself?” comes to mind and that is truly how God “acts” towards us. His love is unconditional for He Himself is unconditional.God, unlike us, creates for the sake of creating. We may believe that we are capable of doing the same, but when we create something, such as write a book or any other kind of document we’re doing it for reasons that revolve around ourselves. It may be to earn money, to become famous, to have our thoughts written down so we don’t forget them, to learn how to explain something properly. We also sometimes love for different reasons. We may love people because they do us good, because we feel like we have to, because we need them. It doesn’t mean that this kind of love is bad, because love by definition cannot be bad. It just means that we use this feeling for our own unique purposes to enrich our lives in one way or another. The amazing thing is that we are capable of loving unconditionally, just like God, although most of the time we choose not to. We have the ability to look at another person, an animal or just nature itself and feel love for them just because they exists, as they are – faults and everything. Read the rest of this entry »
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Today I am thinking about kindness. How do we as the human race view it? Is it letting someone cut the line in front of you when they’re late for work? Or donating money to a popular and positively influential Christian radio station? Is it picking up $40 of off someone’s porch and simply sliding the money into their mail slot? Or giving up your seat to an old woman on the bus?

My father has always said, kindness is never (or rarely) returned with kindness while evil is always returned three-fold. (I don’t mean karma) So it’s logical to avoid evil deeds in fear that it will come back to haunt you.  But then is there any incentive for us to be kind if we get nothing in return?

Isn’t the amazing thing about pure kindness is that it is unconditional? To show kindness just for the sake of doing it can be liberating… even magical. It should make us feel good, and for most of us it does – but that is a condition in itself. So is unconditional kindness then reserved for God only, who does everything unconditionally? Or can people truly and fully embrace love and give it back to the world…. just because?

I know we can!

I first heard the following song on KLove Radio. It’s so uplifting and lighthearted and funny, but also carries a deep message. Life should be kind and lighthearted and we have to remember not to focus on the little things that upset us in daily life. I try to remember this song every time I’m stuck in traffic or someone cuts me off. (Instead of honking or shaking my fist at the other person.) I take a deep breath and remember that I must be learning something from this if God has sent it my way. We are all beings of light – souls – and we can choose to live in kindness and love for others.

The song reminds me that there are things much bigger than me. We all have a purpose and remembering the big picture when the annoying details get in the way is extremely important.

I believe this awareness starts with kindness.

 

 

I though this would be the appropriate time to post my favorite What is…? It was difficult to articulate exactly how I understand God to be, and some of the most simple phrases I used actually came from my Father. He has a true gift of storytelling and teaching and can make the most complicated idea become the easiest thing to understand. This isn’t to say that this is exactly what he thinks, or that everything in this post came from him, but he did help me put some of my beliefs into words.

What is God?

Our faith in God is constantly tested throughout each lifetime. This doubt is a product of free will – the ability to think for ourselves and explore all the possibilities of the universe. I was only tested once in my short twenty-two years. This test came in the form of a written idea from a man named Robert Monroe. His first book Journeys Out of the Body is about his personal out-of-body experiences, written in a scientifically inclined way (although there is little science that connects to this phenomenon.) Monroe found a way to approach it by using the scientific method, conducting surveys, and even testing physical responses in a lab. His skepticism, awe, and uncertainty really made this mystical phenomenon seem logical and above all, believable. His second book Far Journeys, which was written fifty years after he discovered his new ‘talent’, has a very different approach.

No longer a skeptic, Monroe’s experiences border science fiction and even I had trouble discerning whether his experiences were true or made up. Yet with the solid foundation he built in his first book I had to believe he wasn’t crazy, which is where my test of faith came in. The basic event that he documents in his book was the interaction with a being that was outside of our planet, an “alien” who happened to have visited Earth on a certain “field trip,” and that outsider perspective brought the knowledge that life on Earth was created by some super being who needed to somehow come up with a way to cultivate more love to sustain the universe. It degraded the human existence to an experiment in which some greater puppeteer created people to be unsuspecting ants, naïve of our true purpose and how little we really meant on our insignificant planet. It was such a simple and ordinary way to describe our existence that it made me question whether our God, my God, was actually a “god” at all.

From the human, “internal” perspective we have of course retained the ethnocentric view that we are these special being that God took billions of years to create. In Christianity, we view His relationship with Adam and Even as that of a father and his children. We believe that God is this supreme, pure being that took great care to place us in a paradise on Earth, although our two main ancestors destroyed that pretty quickly. Yet all those religious texts still talk about God speaking to ordinary humans, commanding them to obey his wishes, easing their pain and suffering, teaching them about love. So is God really just some humanoid that can be measured and seen by other energy forms in the spirit world beyond our solar system?

I struggled with this new concept for months before I realized how this personified “God” fit into the universe. We are born to understand certain hierarchies to help us put things and beings in place. The head of the table, the chief executive in a company, the president of a country, the Pope in the Catholic Church are all within our grasp of understanding who is in charge of what. This “God” that wasn’t a God, but a sort of scientist who needed a place to create a substance (love) was in fact portrayed as the guy above us who was “in charge.”

The realization that has been brought to my attention, albeit Monroe’s encounter with this information was real and true or not, is that despite my every attempt to not bring God down to our human level, I still could not fully grasp what or who he is. It is possible that we weren’t directly created by the omniscient, omnipotent, and omnipresent God who is the true Source and Creator, but the main point is that God, the True God, is all those things.

God is outside of the reasonable and logical creationism that is often assigned to Him. People need to measure things to fully understand them yet God’s purpose is not to be understood. He is outside of the realms of our universe, mainly because he is the one who created it. Just like there may be some “scientist” or spiritual entity or Angel that created human beings, there is someone who created that Angel and then someone or something that created that creator. The logical inference then is that there is some all-powerful being that has created everything. God is the ultimate Creator – the Source of all that is, but he is not confined to that hierarchical system that we seem to assign everything to. He is outside and within everything. He simply is. He did not come from anything or anywhere yet He stretches across everywhere, every-when, and everything. He is not actually a “he” or “she” or “it.” We use those terms due to language constraints only.

It is impossible to explain God. He is immaterial while we are material. It is impossible for the material to understand the immaterial. He is the ultimate Creator, outside the framework and structure of existence and although we feel His presence and see His traits throughout our system, we cannot explain Him. It is important to note that being outside the “system,” God is also outside of space and time. The constraints that are put upon human kind and even the rest of the universes do not apply to God. Time is only a characteristic of matter – it is the speed of one piece of matter relative to another and without time there is no Space, because there is no measurable distinction between one place and another. So if God is outside of this sphere of reality, how do we know He exists or what He is?

God created us in his likeness meaning that along with free will he gave us the power to create. This creativity is a trait that we can attribute to God that helps us grasp a small inference about who and what He is. Yet just as we create a painting, the characters that we paint on the canvas cannot understand us (presuming they have thoughts.) We are not within the painting yet we are its creators. The interesting part about this painting though, is that our essence, characteristics, and traits can still be shown: our use of color, brush strokes, placement of details all reflect who we are – our identity. God is reflected in our life through his traits and characteristics too. He shows himself in love, forgiveness, empathy. He shows himself through our jealousies and our conscience. We can see hints of him only through reflections like glimpses of light in a house of mirrors.

Our souls are the material counterparts that help us to communicate with Him. The soul is not physical, but it is still matter. We cannot touch the codes within a computer system, but we know they’re there whizzing through cyberspace. Like a computer code our soul is a piece of our solar system’s information field. The Akashi Records are considered to be the spiritual library where every soul’s actions, words, thoughts, feelings, ideas, etc. are stored (before, during, and after what we might consider the human experience or maybe even the periods before birth and death.) Our soul obviously carries our identity within itself and is our connection to the Holy Spirit and to the Almighty God. God is all-knowing and all-powerful and infinite and because of those traits he can and does communicate with us on a personal level. Each of us have our own personal “God” who is personified to suite our needs. In those ways he is our true Father and to some, the religious figure that they rely on.

Another example of this personification is Jesus Christ. How can the immaterial ever truly connect with the material as to be understood and grasped, like a flat, two-dimensional square can understand a three-dimensional sphere without leaving its two-dimensional world? God took the human likeness of Christ so that he could show people how to live in his likeness. Although free will is something that lets us have our own opinions (even towards or against our own Father), it is still within His world that we have this. It brings up a question of whether free will is truly free, if it was always within God’s plan for us to have it. Yet in his likeness in Christ he gave us a chance to understand more of his traits and characteristics. Christ, like any human being could not explain God or show us the true nature of God, but he did show that reflection of how we can better live in our Creator’s likeness. It does not mean that our “bad” choices are actually bad and that Adam and Eve’s original sin was evil or wrong, but the path of love that Jesus showed humanity is one worth pursuing.

In the end, God is love and love is God. Monroe’s encounter with information that came from outside of our solar system may have undermined the magnificent story of planet Earth and we really are just producers of “love” like bees producing honey. But to bees, isn’t honey the most amazing thing? And it’s hard to argue that for humanity, love is anything but the most amazing thing. The way love makes us feel, how it binds us together and brings joy to all those around us is truly a magical phenomenon. Its existence and lack of existence within our lives drives and motivates us towards our actions. When we are in love, it makes us want to do more great things, to give back, to forgive more easily. When we’re missing love it makes us sad, angry, jealous, and it can lead us to things that are inhumane and evil. All we need to take away from our meager recognition of God is that love is the most powerful and intense state of mind that humanity can experience. Despite our belief or non-belief in God we all know that love does exist because every person feels it in some way or form. Love is the part of God that is fully embedded within our system, while everything else about Him is outside of it.

My sisters asked me a most interesting questions tonight: “When was the last time I listened to myself and thought about what I think?” When was the last time I actually paid attention to my own thoughts and discovered things independent of all the outside sources I have come to rely on – books, articles, channelings, other people’s opinions… the news? Really?

Somewhere on my path I have started to doubt myself – my intuition and intelligence – and decided that relying on what other people thought was a “factual reassurance” that I was right.

My sister is right to call me out on this. I used to lay in bed for hours – talk to God and think about how the universe worked. The answers that I discovered became the foundation for all my knowledge. Now I have found myself looking for answers in other people’s posts, in the minds of the authors. I forgot that the only person who is truly right is myself. I am the one living my life and so everything I believe is true for me. Just like what others believe is true for them. Each person is differentiated in this life by how they perceive things, where they get information, what they choose to believe. But I feel that we all forgot that the most reliable source is ourselves. Intuition is a powerful tool and the ideas that resonate within us are the ones that are right.

I strongly believe that when you die, you create your own heaven or hell. I also believe that during your lifetime, you create your reality. Yet I forgot to combine these two beliefs into the most important one: I am the one who controls these things – I’m the one who knows and understands the laws of nature, I’m the one who believes and knows God exists, I’m the one who seeks the answers and in seeking them, receive them. I don’t need to rely on other people’s’ experiences to understand ascension, Angels, life, or what happens when we die.

This led me to question why, If what I think is so important (at least to me and those around me,) I have been so set on making this blog anonymous and why I have hesitated to show my true, fully open self. I’m not one for privacy in real life, but put me on the internet and I make my profiles unsearchable, my emails unrecognizable, and my thoughts unidentified. I have been a member of lightworkers.org for almost a year now, and I have trusted the “wisdom” of others while forsaking my own, thinking for some reason that my understanding of the world isn’t as developed or accurate. Tonight my sister reminded me that this isn’t true. By trying to further develop, I actually put my development on hold by trying to pursue the examples of those who have successfully gone through ascension and those who, honestly, just had the guts to post what they thought. Spirituality isn’t a science, and I’ve just realized that I have treated it as such, mostly because I’m scared I won’t succeed in developing my own (which is of course ludicrous.)

I also have to admit, that starting a blog has terrified me, because adding to the pictures of me on facebook, random remarks on twitter, professional resume on linkedin, accounts on youtube, myspace, livejournal, koofers, bank accounts, random online communities, and various emails, this age has completely wiped out privacy, but has yet to wipe out the people who want to exploit it. Putting so much of yourself for the whole world to see is not only nerve-racking due to the desire to be accepted by your peers (on some tiny level that I hate to admit) it can also prove to be dangerous.

Tonight, I do believe that these fears need to be wiped out. I am empowered by all the people who fully embrace the age of the internet and put themselves out there, for others to see and know, overcoming fears of rejection and negativity. Tonight, I want to join you and, in the spirit of oneness, trust that my contribution and individuality meld together to portray a person who has something that’s worth saying. I want to use this blog as an outlet, and not worry so much about how its written, or how it may be perceived.

In love and light,

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